Thursday, December 18, 2008

god i'm depressed

about what? about FAILING in organic chemistry. i thought i would at least get a fucking C- in that class, that's not even enough to pass for my major. but a fucking F?! OMG! when i saw that on my grades i broke out in a cold sweat. omg...just omg...i'm pissed because i thought i did okay on my final or at least not that bad. i thought the professor was going to curve the student's grade to make the better scored test be worth more on the over all grade. or was that offer only for people who got A's on their final? i don't know! god, now i have to take it over again, which means i have to drop next quarter's ochem class, oh wait someone told me you automatically get kicked out. i have to fucking retake it this quarter. fuck fuck fuck. i secretly hope they made a mistake and are going to change it but doubt it. OMFG! i keep looking at it, somehow hoping it will change. fuck! am i crying? no, i'm in fucking shock.

this coming quarter, i am going to fucking step it up. no more fucking fooling around. omg, i really can't believe it. i just hope i don't fall into a hole i can't get out of. maybe i really need to get those ADD/ADHD medications. when school starts, i hope i remember to go to the doctor's.

3 comments:

♥ annie said...

no worries. i failed my 2 ochem classes and had to retake BOTH of them. just do well the next time. =) it took me a lot longer to understand what was going on, and whole lot more time to dedicate to it.

Anny said...

it's ok jeany! i know lots of people who retook ochem. you're gonna be ok!

artificial_grape said...

Relax, you still have 2 years to make it up! Email your professor to see what's up. Maybe he DID make a mistake.

Cheer up~!! :) :) :)