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oh i'm blog, it's finals soon, why am i on the internets? because my bio class has video lecture streams online!!! wooh! i have around 12hours of lectures to watch/listen to. if i do several hours a day but that's cool. i'm glad that my classes don't start till later in the day next quarter.

so studying, i haven't really been doing it. it's sooo bad. i really feel like i'm going to fail ochem, it's really depressing. i found out that if you don't pass it, the school drops you out of the next class, because your grade isn't good enough to go to the next class. i thought physics was hard, no no no, at least i understood the concepts which helped figure out the answer. i got some tips from susan, she didn't pass the class the first time so she's retaking it this quarter. i have some clues on what to study but basically everything we learned this quarter is going to be on the final. that's freaking 10 chapters!!! oh god. i can't wait till after tuesday.

i have two finals that day, psych 1 and ochem. psych i've actually been studying because it's an easy course. i better get a good grade, i actually did all the reading, thanks to my job. i have a lot of time at my job so i just bring my hw and read. i would bring my ochem stuff, but that book weighs at least 5 pounds. maybe next quarter i'll tough it out and really buckle down and study, if i pass this quarter of ochem. god i hope i pass.

for the past few days i've been eating, out of procrastination. i'm never really hungry but i eat because i'm bored. i'm really trying to avoid ochem, it's ruining my life!