Living at home hasn't been so bad, there are minor inconveniences and I feel a bit trapped. But I can deal with all that. What I can't deal with is being treated like all the mistakes I've made in the past are still relevant TO THIS FUCKING DAY. My mom makes me feel like I should feel guilty and should change EVERY SINGLE fucking mistake I've ever made ever since I was fucking born.
Today I made one mistake with so-called damages of $3. Technically I only made 17 cents in damages. What do I get for offering to fix it and make it better? Getting yelled at for 2 fucking hours and having my character ripped to shreds. THAT is what I can't deal with.
I want to throw those fucking flowers on the floor and stomp on them.
So fucking stupid.