Fine Annie, I'll Blog!
So courtesy of the internet I have decided to start a 365 day photo project. It will get me to use my camera everyday and possibly lead to getting a different camera, we'll see. I don't like my camera it's too slow and i have shaky hands. I guess this project will get me to look at everyday life in a different way. This is not a way of me trying to be artsy-fartsy because I am really not artistic at all. This just seems like something fun to do and I think in the long run it will pay off. I'm putting my pictures up on Picasso, the account name is the same as my email. I think everyone can look at it, I don't know. I probably will make some days be more than one picture, but I promise not more than five per day.
My NYE happenings:
so went with helen, devin and some of devin's friends to city walk for new year's eve celebration. we went to one club/arcade, lol. i just had ordered one drink.
I had been sipping on the drink all night. so it's not a lot of alcohol, plus it tasted like candy.
At midnight we were all on the balcony of this one place Jillian's. Suddenly my view was darkening, i knew i was beginning to black out, then my body was numb, i could still move and stuff but i couldn't feel anything.
At "3, 2, 1" i was going down. i tried to hold myself up but that wasn't happening, so sat on the floor. people were talking to me but everything was very muffled. i just closed my eyes and sat there. i could feel my body getting colder. i used all of whatever strength to fight blacking out. i know if i had one more drink or if i kept my eyes open i would have definitely passed out.
someone got me water, i said i wanted to throw up to get whatever it was out of my system. after a couple mins i felt good enough to get up to go to the bathroom. this is when the fireworks were going off and stuff. i don't know how much of it i missed.
but i felt better and better. so it was really scary i couldn't believe it was happening.
the rest of the night i felt better, i was just disturbed at how this could happen. i never let my drink out of sight or reach. i held my drink all night so i suspect if i got drugged it was when i wasn't looking at my drink but still holding it.
i'm still wondering if i got drugged or if something happened. alex said diabetes, i don't think so, and helen said maybe food poisoning but i doubt that too.
this is the worse thing that has ever happened to me. overall i'm okay right now. what a way to start the new year.