yesterday was liv's bday party, where a bunch of people gathered and drank. i guess i was up for it. we played king's cup a really fun game until it gets to the waterfall card, then the people at the end (me) get screwed over. so after a whole deck everyone was pretty drunk. i threw up because i don't think my liver could take it. after that i felt better, less alcohol in my system.
two people (who do not wish to be identified) totally hooked up, i saw it coming but it was just awkward for everyone. they were super drunk/wasted pretty much. so we left around 3 am, i had sobered up already. got home took care of the couple.
the next morning one of them was still drunk, i do not like that person drunk. it annoys me, reminds me of all the other people in santa barbara. not cool, maybe that was why i was bitchy or something. i dunno.
later today we played flip cup, i tried to refrain from drinking. i took half a shot which didn't do much and drank ginger ale the rest of the night. some people got drunk faster than others. the couple then got back together. sure the game was fun, but i do not like to deal with drunk people. but of course i feel bad and have to be the mom. i hate being the mom/baby sitter. also they're my friends so what can do just leave them? no, even though i want to real badly.
maybe i have to go make new friends. everyone's been saying i have to get out more. sorta feels like freshman year, but worse because i didn't hang out with drunkards for most of the year. now i'm stuck with some. drinking in the UK was much more different and much less awkward. in the UK it's more of a chill thing. but now even drinking in the apartment has gotten out of hand, it's become just like the rest of santa barbara.
1 comment:
TRUE THAT.
awkward awkward awkward!
there are things i wish i could forget!!!
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